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    6/15/2005

    浪子

    浪子,開始使用這個名字,已是十五年前的事了。

    我們這一代人,大多做過 “文學青年” 的夢。無憂無慮的學生時代,喜歡為賦新詞強說愁地塗鴉,寫了一些花前月下,便自以爲是浪漫情聖;寫了一些枯藤老樹昏鴉,便自以爲早已斷腸天涯;念了幾本三毛的書,便以爲自己也已歷經了滄海和巫山;被老爸痛扁幾次之後,更自覺已經充分具備背上吉他去流浪的資格。

    在渾渾噩噩之中驀然回首,突然發現自己竟已離家很久很久,也很遠很遠了。家,年少的時候,是永遠逃不出的如來佛祖的手掌心,如今,卻早已變成天涯盡頭若隱若現的海市蜃樓。

    爸爸開始眼失明、耳失聰了;媽媽的頭髮全白了;妹妹也已遠客重洋... 我,養第三只狗了,住第十個城市了... 十多年的飄零,曾經靈魂激蕩過,也曾經行屍走肉過;曾經紙醉金迷過,也曾經粒粒辛苦過。不變的始終是那無牽無掛的浪子情結。

    那年,爸爸把兒子趕出家門,“好男兒要志在四方”。兒子從此有如斷線的風箏,時常終年杳無音信。爸爸後悔了。媽媽退休了,車禍,頭骨粉碎,昏迷中喊著兒子的名字,兒子沒能趕回去看她。媽媽哭了。妹妹步了哥哥的後塵,獨闖世界的另一端,畢業了,就職了,嫁作人婦了。妹妹說:哥,十幾年了,好想你。

    網路上對爸媽說,2008年,北京奧運的時候,我回去看你們。爸爸說:那時候,你會在哪兒呢?那時候,我們又會怎麽樣了呢?

    流浪,什麽時候是個盡頭......

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    浪子快回头 wrote:
    浪迹天涯终有头,可别让你的父母等太久了。夜深人静时多吟诵几遍“游子吟”,流芳百世的老祖宗尚且如此,何况咱们这些龙的后人!可怜天下父母心!快回去看看他们老人家吧!
    May 19
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    Karen wrote:
    55555555555555~你爲什麽不回去看看他們呢。。。看到這篇,我突然想哭了。。。
    Oct. 9
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    Snowing粉色猪猪 wrote:
    感觉挺沉重的,你的文字....一直努力着,自己一步一步艰难的走过来,就是希望有一天能去实现自己深藏已久的被别人说成不切实际的梦想......
    但就是一点不放心,年老的爸爸妈妈.
    Oct. 2
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    wei wrote:
    火爆脾气的父亲其实都有一颗最柔软的心吧..
    Sept. 14
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    licorneyao wrote:
    放心吧。我会把嘴缝上的。我也是,要不怎么上你这蹭Space来了!呵呵
    Sept. 9
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    Drifter wrote:
    嘘~~~~小声儿点儿,
    别让我爸给听见了。
    Sept. 9
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    licorneyao wrote:
    流浪,什麽時候是個盡頭......
    我决定你还是想流浪,如果想结束就不会这样感慨了。
    Sept. 9
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    休止符のDejavuDream wrote:
    心情继续郁闷中,来你这逛逛~翻出你的旧BLOG来看看
    不愧是哥,三言两语就可以让丫头的心情继续膨胀~
    家,对丫头来说也是挺模糊的东西~当然,我有家,家里也有除了我之外的其他人~ 但它任然是遥远的~
    曾经放弃的东西, 需要多大的勇气才能够再拿起来? 真的是"世上无难事,只怕有心人"吗?
    丫头没写过啥让老师表扬过的文章, 没用心读过书,没physically去流浪过, 没像哥一样到过那么多地方,没学过吉它, 没经历过沧海(巫山到是去过), 没做过任何"大事儿"~ 既然是如此, 为啥丫头找不到"家"?

    丫头这种心情,在心理学里应该叫psedustupidity吧~ 呵呵 @_@ 真的是很单"蠢"啊~~
    Aug. 27
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    Damei46126 wrote:
    常回家看看,不要等到08年,趁现在还来得及,真的。
    Aug. 17
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    小小颜 wrote:
    怎么会是这样。。。
    不要在流浪了,
    回家去看看吧,家里的人都在等着你呢。。。
    在我记忆中全家人在一起的镜头很少。。
    只记得每年过年时那一桌热气腾腾的饭菜。。。。
    (i don't know why, just feel like cry...)
    枯藤老樹昏鴉,斷腸人在天涯
    July 26
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    ICE wrote:
    sigh~我们这一代人应该更加地爱父母,爱亲人~
    July 6

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